Entries by Astuti Martosudirdjo

The Lie of Being Replaceable

“You’re replaceable. Everyone is.” I’m sure you’ve heard this before. Maybe many times. Maybe it’s said out loud. Maybe, it’s implied – in your job, in your relationships, in the spaces, ventures, projects you gave your heart to. It’s one of those phrases that sticks. Even if you don’t believe it with your mind, somewhere […]

When Choosing Truth Disrupts Your Life

When Choosing Truth Disrupts Your Life A transmission to help you see clearly and make peace with what is falling away   It is the beginning of the year. Something in you may have said: “It’s time”. Time to live differently. Time to live more truthfully. Or  maybe…. you said yes to this a while […]

In The Liminal Space

In The Liminal Space A companion for the space between endings and new beginnings   When something that once defined you ends; a relationship, a business, a role, a duty, an obligation, or even the life of someone you love; you may find yourself in unfamiliar territory. Sometimes you choose to let go. Other times, […]

Burnout On The Healing Path

Burnout On The Healing Path   There is a truth many feel but few talk about: You can burn out from the very healing you hoped would bring you peace. When healing becomes another task, another project, another place to prove your worth or get it “right”, it stops being healing and becomes another form […]

The Cost And Gift Of Freedom

The Cost and Gift of Freedom Letting go of what is not yours anymore and standing fully in what is   When freedom asks for more than you expected  You say you want to be free… Yet, are you ready to live without everything and everyone freedom will no longer let you keep and every […]

When Independence Becomes A Cage

When Independence Becomes a Cage A transmission for the fiercely self-sufficient softening to be met without vanishing   There comes a moment when what once kept you safe begins to keep you separate. Independence – once a lifeline – becomes a role. A default. A wall. A cage. You may not even realize it at […]

Death Without Loss

  Death Without Loss: How To Let Go Without Losing Yourself A transmission for the fear of rebirth and the truth of what remains   If you’re scared of losing yourself in change… this transmission is for you. It’s especially for you if… You want to follow your authentic path but are afraid of losing […]