Living the sovereignty of patience

 

Living the Sovereignty of Patience

A transmission on timing, truth, and the power to move when it is time

 

The ache of being asked to wait

Be patient, they say.
When you’ve poured your heart out and heard nothing back.
When someone you love is unsure.
When a job interview goes silent.
When your body aches but healing takes time.
When the life you long for hasn’t arrived yet and you’re not sure if it will.

 

You try. You wait.

But, something inside you whispers…
This is not just waiting. This is something else.

For the first time, you wonder “Is this patience… or have I simply learned to stay still and put even when something or someone I wait for no longer meets me?”

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What patience is not and what it truly is

Most of us were taught that being patient meant being good.
Sit still. Stay put.
Don’t complain.
Wait your turn.
Trust that it will all work out even if nothing changes.

We learned to stay quiet, even when we needed answers.
We stayed loyal, even when the direction had already shifted, not through words, but through absence, hesitation, or delay.
Even when the commitment was no longer alive, we kept showing up, hoping it would come back.

We didn’t want to seem difficult, or demanding, or ungrateful.

So…we waited because we were afraid to move.

We called that patience.

The fact is, this kind of patience is not presence.
It is tension in disguise.
It looks steady from the outside.

Inside however, we are holding back, holding on, holding our breaths.

We learned to wait like this because it once felt safer than being left behind.
It is because moving forward without certainty felt like too much to risk.

We stayed, and waited, and called it love, or loyalty, or faith, hoping it would keep us safe.

The truth is, real patience is not about putting our life on hold or dimming our voice while we wait for something to change.

Real patience is not:

• Waiting for someone or something that’s no longer meeting us
• Enduring silence and calling it trust
• Staying in the same place because we don’t want to hurt anyone
• Shrinking or slowing down our pace because someone else is not ready
• Hoping things will change without checking if they’re still true

These aren’t signs of strength.
They’re signs that something in we have gone quiet because of the fear of uncertainy.

Real patience is steady and not stuck.
It is alive.
It knows when to breathe… and when to move.
It knows the difference between a pause that protects and a pause that drains.

True patience doesn’t ask us to wait endlessly.
It asks us to stay present:
present with our truth,
present with the moment,
present with ourselves.

Patience is not a waiting room.
Patience is a practice of noticing what is still aligned and what quietly is not anymore.

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What true patience feels like when you’re aligned

When patience is rooted in alignment, it doesn’t feel like waiting.
It feels like living in your own timing  – grounded, present, and unhurried.

It is calm but not frozen.
It is still  but not shut down.

You can feel life moving, even when nothing has physically changed yet.

You’re not anxiously checking for updates, but you’re not pretending not to care either.

You’re present and honest with where things actually are.

True patience feels like:

• Breathing fully, even in the unknown
• Trusting your pace without trying to match someone else’s
• Staying open without chasing
• Holding space without abandoning yourself
• Moving when it is time without waiting for permission

It is the knowing that you are still in your power, even when the outcome is unclear.
True patience is the difference between delaying your life and honoring your timing.

When patience is true, your mind is not spinning for answers. It is clear enough to be still.
Your heart is not grasping. It is steady, even if tender.
There is space inside you, not pressure.
And in that space, you can hear what is yours to do… and what is not.

Real patience feels like a steady inner signal:
“I’m here. I’m listening. I’ll move when it is time”

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The moment you know it is time to move

Sometimes the most honest thing patience can do is end.

Not always with a dramatic goodbye.
But with a quiet clarity: “This is no longer true for me”

It doesn’t always come with warning.
It doesn’t always come with full closure, either.
But it does come with peace because your body stops holding its breath.
Then, you stop trying to stay where life no longer meets you.

You don’t need a reason that satisfies everyone.

You just feel the moment:

• when the commitment is no longer mutual
• when the silence no longer feels sacred
• when your loyalty starts costing you your aliveness
• when staying would mean leaving yourself

And before you move your body, you breathe differently.
It is the breath that reconnects you to yourself.

That one breath is the beginning.
The quiet leap.
The signal that you are no longer willing to delay your life for something that is not meeting you.

You don’t need a full plan to choose to move.
You only need one breath that tells the truth and the willingness to follow it.

When you move in alignment, you are no longer waiting.
You are living.
And in that living, you make space for what is truly meant for you to arrive.

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Living the sovereignty of patience

Let these truths settle in you now as something to remember.

This is not a new concept to adopt. Instead, it is a return to how your body already knows.

Receive these as you read slowly and breathe them into your bones.

“You are allowed to stop waiting where waiting has become heavy.
You are allowed to move when the moment no longer mirrors your devotion.
You are allowed to stay in your own pace without apology.

Sovereign patience feels different.
It is not about how long you wait.
It is about how honestly you live inside each moment.

You no longer use stillness to prove your goodness.
You no longer shrink your life to avoid disappointing others.
You no longer abandon your knowing for the sake of being “patient”.

Instead, you become steady in your timing.
You feel what is true and you trust that feeling.
You let go of the wait when clarity arrives because you’re staying honest, not giving up.

You’re not afraid of the pause anymore because you know the difference between a pause that nourishes and a pause that drains.

You no longer wait from fear.
You move from knowing. And in that knowing, you breathe more easily.

You take up your full space again.
You create room for what can actually meet you fully, presently, and without delay.

You don’t rush.
You don’t shrink.
You simply live in your own time.

This is the sovereignty of patience”

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Reflection invitations

• Where in your life have you been calling something patience… but it no longer feels aligned?
• What would shift if you trusted your own timing more than someone else’s pace?
• What truth has been quietly asking you to move and are you ready to listen?

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Whispers from my heart to yours

May you feel the breath that changes everything.
May you stop calling waiting a virtue when it costs you your peace.
May you move from the truth your body already knows.

May your timing be your own.
May your clarity be enough.
May your life meet you where you truly are.

If your body wishes to embody this truth more deeply, there is an audio transmission waiting for you.
It is a guided companion to help you remember how aligned patience sounds, feels, and moves through your nervous system.

Go here to access it via podcast (no sign in required)  https://open.spotify.com/episode/1Q7BEfUEviDXsUNCIFYMNg?si=l6Xzp_LVT1OQLJlCH6aIkQ

or on my online Sanctuary of Wholeness: https://embodiment.upliftmylife.today/sovereigntyofpatience

This is my gift to you. If you feel moved to offer a gift in return, you may do so from the same place this transmission lives: truth and love. You are welcome to do so through here: https://www.paypal.com/paypalme/AstutiM

With love,

Astuti

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“May the remembrance within you bloom in perfect time.”

 

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