Balancing the scales of devotion

A lesson from my late father’s medal
(and a clearing invitation for you for July 29 2026)

I had a beautiful realization today about service, lineage, and balance.

My late father, Suwarto Martosudirjo, was a visionary physicist.

After earning his PhD at the University of Birmingham in England in 1974, he returned home to build Indonesia’s National Institute for Physics in Bandung from the ground up. He didn’t do it out of obligation (even though he had to return as part of the agreement he had with LIPI then); he did it out of pure love. His life philosophy was simple: to live is to serve the collective (and I discovered an unspoken “price” that he and my paternal lineage carried for generations: even when it may cost you).

His joyful devotion to lifting up the lives of many through science – specifically his pioneering work in renewable solar technologies for rural farmers and establishing the country’s first measurement standards – earned him the Bintang Jasa Utama, the highest civil Star of Merit granted by the Indonesian President in 2004.

Yet, my father never truly celebrated this massive recognition. It didn’t mean much to him because of his unconscious programming.

Growing up, I always thought it was just humility for he was that kind of person. Now, I realize it was also because receiving and celebrating simply was not an established pattern in our family. Our life was honorable when we gave or did something useful for the collective. What came back was not that important. It was received but not fully integrated.

My father gave a lot living his choice, emotionally, physically, spiritually, financially and mentally. By extension, our family gave a lot too. I particularly remember missing him so much when he travelled for his work. He was my safe person growing up. There was no mobile phone then, as you recall!

Months ago, I did the deep energetic work to clear this exact overgiving pattern from my life.

There were so many layers of it, and ancestral was one part of it.
Breaking this changed so much in me.

Because I cleared this space, I was able to birth my new workbook, The Return To Ease, from true alignment and finally published it three weeks ago.

Two days ago, I did something my paternal ancestors rarely thought of doing: I chose to pause and celebrate my own growth. I hosted a beautiful gratitude lunch surrounded by close friends. Instead of emptying my cup, I allowed my community to pour love, presence, and appreciation right back into me.

For me, this was a physical confirmation that we can create massive impact from a place of abundance and ease, not exhaustion and sacrifice.

Yet, today, thinking of my late father’s medal, the final puzzle piece clicked.

I saw the deep lineage pattern I had already broken, and why it was so vital that I did.

Consequently, I wish to offer support for you to anchor this shift too.
Whether you are carrying heavy generational weights, constantly putting yourself last, or struggling to receive, I invite you to join me on July 29th, 2026 for a virtual group clearing of overgiving pattern.

Under the powerful energy of the Full Moon, we will dissolve these patterns and step into your own era of ease together.

What we will do
• Acknowledge the over-giving loop: Shifting away from using your life force to buy safety or manage other people’s comfort.
• Dissolve ancestral and childhood programming: Breaking the invisible conditioning that causes you to give into depletion.
• Reclaim your energy: Retrieving your vital life force from old relationships and redirecting it into your own creative nature.

Event details
Clearing the Over-Giving Pattern: A Full Moon Live Event on Insight Timer (virtual event)
• Date: Wednesday, July 29th, 2026
• Time: 14:00 Central European Time
• Location: click here to register or join directly.

Let’s reclaim our life force and hearts, and step back into a natural state of grounded abundance.

See you there!

With love,

Astuti

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